Ermm.. I think I’ve changed.

(a quick snapshot from my photoshoot with Gordon Lund) 

I’m the most boring person in the world now.

I rarely go out and if anything, my party days are over. My birthday is coming up and this is the first year that I don’t really want to celebrate it. (Aside from another year not being able to celebrate with my girl Mel…I miss u biatch) I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve been trying to be strict with my diet and partying and thinking to myself, I would have never put myself in this type of stress a year ago.

Last year, I woulda probably said – F* U if someone told me that I coulnd’t go out every night and party til the lights come on…and if you told me that I coulnd’t have chicken rice everyday or even sit with a bucket of fries and just munch. Now, I feel like a complete bore going out. I’m declining drinks and then having to explain to people that I don’t really want to drink anymore, while they continue to persist and then annoy me. I don’t need to drink to have fun but i’ll admit it helps!

I’ve definitely changed, I don’t know if its “maturity” as people say, or just a matter of prioritizing things that are good for my life.  I just listened to the Audiobook: 100 Ways to Motivate Yourself and one of them was about having self-discipline and determination. Even though I’m back in KL, I’m still annoyed as hell without being able to drive from Point A to Point B cuz I don’t have a car. HK was great because I could have the option of walking/MTR/taxis readily available. So it means I’ve been quite a homebody lately.

Unless you’re looking to accompany me by going on a macrobiotic lunch with fresh watermelon/carrot/orange juice and a healthy run to warm up before a good session of wakeboarding at Carasol… ya, I know – boring.

Anyhow, I’m going back out to the real world today – I’ll be walking down the runway for a very celebrity studded NIKE Fashion Show at Mid-Valley this evening. I plan to take lots of photos, cuz who knows when I’ll be out again!